You can't always get what you want

...and I'm thinking sometimes it's hard to get what you need, too. I need a sense of finality, closure, but I'm not getting it and I don't know if I ever will, for that matter. The hardest part of this whole ordeal is the knowledge that the need for those things may never be met, and I cannot do it by myself, I don't think. Maybe I can by simply accepting that all relationships do not last for ever and "in sickness and in health, in good times and in bad" does have its limits. I want to cry sometimes when I'm in the car because I feel this huge sense of emptiness in my life and those moments seem to bring it out more than others. I miss driving with him, sleeping in the passenger seat and snoring while I try not to laugh too loud and wake him. It's the weirdest things I seem to miss. I do know this, I miss him, and I do know that I'll get over that some day.